Can I just have Yamapi for Christmas?

LOVE

Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You.

THE HOPEFUL

Y A M A P I
the only man I have been dying to be with.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so http://www.tegopilove.blogspot.com if you hate it.

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LETTER TO SANTA CLAUS

Dear Santa,
I've never asked anything from you before, I didn't even send letters to you neither believe that you're existing in this life!!! So if you want me to believe that you're true.. Give me Yamapi this Christmas! then I'll bake sweets for you in return!

Love,
Charm ♥

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Monday, December 29, 2008

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& to be specific that "Him" is YAMAPI ♥

Monday, December 22, 2008

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FOR QINQIN a.k.a "My little emo devil" but a good one!

FOR JADE a.k.a "My Shobe-chan" also m"My Jademander"

FOR CLAIRE a.k.a. "My Mei-mei-chan" also "My Clairtle"

My few "untalented works"

RYOPI Marketing...

SIMPLE YAMAPI

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this should also move...

& to be specific that "Him" is YAMAPI ♥

Joyous Starbucks mOments!!!

wiiiiiiiiiihhhhh! Starbucks again!!!

Before I used Yamapi as my name

Then I used for imotos... (My imotos: Mei-mei, Shobe, Andi, Jenny)

Now it's my favorite buddy! Rabu-chan!!!

& to be specific that "Him" is YAMAPI ♥

I don’t know why I’m being so cold these days...
I feel like I want to give up everything and just don’t care about it anymore!
I guess my friends think I’m getting so emo and weird, but to tell you the truth I just want them to notice me.
I’m always alone, I do have friends but they don’t really hang out with me for long hours because they live in far places.
And in my home, everybody is busy doing their works.
I am like a child longing for someone to play with me.

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As the atmosphere keeps getting colder, I’m becoming a loner
The hatred I have kept before started to bore for more
The happiness slowly disappears like it never really appeared
I want to end this heavy feeling to break out and be free
But something is stopping me...
My EGO
My INSECURITIES
My FAILURES
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Christmas is coming but I’m still sad
Not even my rabu-chan can make me feel happy
Not even my mei-mei, my shobe, my buddz...
I guess the real key to open happiness depends on me...
When will I ever be happy? To what extent do I want to keep this loneliness?
I need time to look for myself again...

& to be specific that "Him" is YAMAPI ♥